Rainbows

I've found myself often asking "Is it okay to...?" Is it okay to say this or do that? Is it okay to think this way or act that way? I guess this kind of reflects a post from a little while ago that questions, Am I doing this right? I am so consistently nit picky with myself, wondering if I'm where I'm supposed to be and who I'm supposed to be, just all the time. Sometimes, I just want to live. Even if that means voicing what I feel like voicing and living in every moment, and feeling exactly how I'm feeling. I wonder if anyone else feels that way, so restrained and confined and wondering if their lives are right or wrong, black or white. Maybe it's not that simple. Maybe we're neither black nor white. We could, quite possibly all be rainbows, some dark colors, some light colors, but never a definitive right or wrong. Yeah that seems about right. I mean... maybe some shade of yellow or pink. Hmm, strange where words take you sometimes.