I wish I could look you in the eyes and say something, anything. Hi, how are you, maybe even sorry? Better yet I wish I could explain from beginning to end. I know you'd never judge. Even if I broke down, even if I didn't make sense, even if I showed you this, I know you wouldn't judge. I know because we think the same, we always have. And because everytime you open up to me something inside of me yells in enjoyment. And I love it. And because well, who doesn't like hearing that they're someone's role model.
Maybe it was fate meeting you. I guess anyone could argue that. But for me, I think maybe I just found what I had been searching for. Both in a person and in life. Mainly you helped me find what I had been searching for in myself. Without even trying. You sewed me back together string by string. Without even knowing. But I want you to know. I want you to know so badly so if I ever get the guts to say thank you, you'll understand exactly why. I owe you something huge. Before I leave here, I want to be able to tell you thank you.
