rythme

Lately, things have been pretty smooth. Everything has settled into a rythm, and the days pass fluently. Things are ending...while new things are beginning...while other things have made it clear that they will always stay the same. and of course new, white chocolate macadanian nut love is on the horizon <3

one year

it's been one year.
i never really knew ally before she died. in fact, we had only shared a couple conversations. but right now, i feel like i know her better then ever. i see her everyday. in melissa. in drew. i see her face, her personality, and her heart. i never believed that someone could touch you a whole year after their death, but she has. she has touched all of us in one way or another. in a sence, she keeps us sane. she gives us something to work towards. and she keeps us holding on. agreed we've been through alot this year, but we're stronger and bigger then all of it, and maybe that was what ally's lesson was meant to teach us. that no matter what life throws at you, no matter how hard it knocks you down, you always have the inner strengh,
to keep fighting...

BELIEVE!

it's having someone truley beleive in you, when your whole world is falling apart.
it's living up to every expectation and ignoring all odds.
it's letting the world see that this is who you are, this is where you belong, and it's more then they could ever imagine.
it's investing all your faith into yourself and your capabilities.
it's dreaming HUGE and never losing sight.

it's here. it's now. and it's all yours...
if you just beleive.