The stars were shining extra bright tonight, and I thought about it. For the first time in a long time, I allowed my brain to delve into the details, piece by piece. It was never right. It was never meant to be, and I know that. I know there were pieces that were missing. There are Thoughts I've consciously practiced avoiding in my head. That night being one of them. There comes a time when you don't need to practice anymore because it just happens. The memories become tucked away somewhere safe, where they aren't easily retrieved, but in no way does that mean you forget them.
Bigger, more important things have replaced those memories and sad feelings that seemed to never go away before. The time I spent thinking before is now spent at track practice working toward hitting that PR or with friends laughing until all hours of the evening. Things are good. Things are exactly where they should be, and I like that feeling a lot.
I have so many things to thank God for everyday, big important things, it's hard to feel the void anymore. Things are going to work out. Things will fall into place. It's just a matter of time.
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