Wednesday, May 21, 2008

wrong

she emailed me again. my heart dropped when i saw the adress. what could it be now? what was wrong? questions i didnt even know exsisted from behind my mind surfaced. in the familiar blue print the last words read, i'm proud of you.
how could she be proud of me? i feel like i just stabbed someone in the gut and all she can say is she's proud of me?? i didn't do anything wrong. it just feels so wrong. everything i do feels wrong. i did what i thought i had to do.
if i did do the right thing, then why does it feel so wrong?

1 comment:

Nicole said...

sometimes doing the right thing can feel wrong. im sure watever happened, that u did the right thing. sometimes wen u do something right, others can make u feel like it wasn't the right way, but as long as u felt it was right, then it was probably the right thing to do. it that makes sense...