speak up

i feel like i should speak up. i think i need to speak up. what am i afraid of? being wrong? this goes beyond everything. i shouldn't be afraid of being wrong, becuase in this case, i want my first instinct to be wrong. now i've been thinking about the alternate reason. the other way. i feal like this is my responsibility more then anyones. hmm...i guess this doesnt make much sence to most people. well im going to stop now before i drive myself crazy.