do you ever get the feeling that your trying to be something your not? that your trying to act like you have everything undercontrol, when you dont? or tell your self its all gonna be okay, when you know its not? do you ever get the feeling that the ginoromous tower of secrets that has been building up inside you is just going to come crumbling to the ground one day? do you ever wish you could just scream everything at someone, and not worry about how they'll react, or what they'll say, or how they'll treat you the next day at school. usually my best freinds are great for that. but heres where the problem sets in. each of them is missing a peice of the puzzle. each has a peice of the truth pertaining to them, deeply hiding in the solid bricks of the secret tower behind my eyes. i hate keeping stuff from them, and i hate lying to their face also. i guess everyone keeps secrets, right? a corner of their lives they dont want to share, but why does it have to hurt so bad?
<3 in-hiding
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laura trust me... i feel like im going to crumble. idk... like i have soo much i just want to spill. i try telling myself it will all be fine... but its still there. everything you wrote is sooooo true <3
awww laura...i'm trying to think of something to make sense of all of it, but i know i can't. it does seem like everyone's always hiding some kind of secret, and it's sooo hard to keep it all in...but im telling u now, u don't have to keep things from me, and if u need to scream, go right ahead. really. you can't keep everything to yourself for too long, things start to hurt instead of help, especially secrets. and yeah, everyone has secrets, but i think we'd all agree in me saying that ours are a bit out of the ordinary...
laura, dont make me go all deep again! lol
i cant make sence of any of this either. i dont know what to do or say. people keep on telling me what to do and what not to do. i feel like i should just ignore everyone and just think for myself, but idk. i care alot about what others think. i dont think this post made any sence but im just gonna hit the "publish your comment button" before i change what i said.
no, it does make sense...at least i get it...i dont know...id say u shouldnt listen to what other people think but thats telling u wat to do and that defeats the perpose of what i said, but idk how else to say it or anything at all. i thinkim gonna stop before i say anymore...
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