Don't get me wrong here- despite my infamous looking on the bright side posts, life sucks sometimes. It just sucks. It's confusing and it's hard and overwhelming and frustrating, sometimes all at the same time. There are things we just can't change, there are mistakes we just can't take back, and hurdles, big tall jagged hurdles on every page and around every corner. We live for the moments where we can just forget about everything, the deadlines and the heartache. We take shots and put make up on so that just for a little while we can be something other than ourselves. So that we can live in a world where the confusion and frustration and regrets and due dates don't matter. Where we don't have to plan ahead. Where we can say, whatever happens, happens because it's Saturday and because for just tonight the future doesn't matter. We can be whatever we want to be. I'll come back to this later.