Sometimes you just need someone there to tell you that you're on the right track and that this is exactly where you're suppose to be and that its not stupid, this thing you're trying to achieve. You just want that future you to pop out and say, listen relax because everything turns out just fine. They never do though. It's all about the wait and the fight and the anticipation. If I could go back in time to one moment in my passed life and tell myself everything will turn out fine it would be the first day of fourth grade.I was the new kid in a sea of staring wondering eyes. I didn't know who I'd eat lunch with or play on the playground with. Remember back when that was your biggest concern? If I could go back I would probably tell myself that the math problems never get easier but they do come to an end eventually, that being the new kid expires after one school year, and that that girl you'll meet in a little will be the same friend you'll be giggling the on beach with ten years from now. Honestly it never really get easier but the waiting and anticipating does come to an end. And just then that's when you realize everything really does turn out okay. With just the right amount of work and hope and prayers and time everything is perfect. 💜