So for the past week I really have been examining my life closely, what it was and what it is now. It seems like everytime I turn around there's something there to remind me and make me feel hurt.
I came across an interesting bumpersticker yesterday. It said... Love doesn't leave, people do. And for some reason, in some strange way it made perfect sence inside my mind. There had to have been a reason he ripped his love away from me. There had to have been a reason he ruined the plan and tore up my trust.
I hate being confused and having to wonder why it happened and what went wrong and if he still remembers all the stuff that I remember and mostly how the one person that has cared for me so unconditionally for so long could just abrubtly.. stop.
I just want the pain to go away. I want it all to be okay again.