end of track... desicions

it's the way we understand eachother. how we can talk about just about anything. how anything that seems complicated in our lives at that particular time is easily simplified once we hit the pavement. it's the achievement of being exhausted after a tough workout. or running our hearts out to get the p.r. it's depending on it, on eachother. its earning it, every step. but more then anything, it's having that one person tell you he's proud of you, and mean it.
we all went into it for different reasons and we all ended it with different times, different personal bests and different goals, but what we all got out of it, what we all achieved is one in the same. we reached our goals. we learned how to be strong- physically, mentally, and internally. above all- we gained one another.
so i guess the most important thing i learned from track this season, is to never ever give up because theres always going to be a teammate waiting on the other side of the line.

now i have to decide between the path i've always followed and the one that just recently abruptly smacked me in the face. if i chose track, this descion is life altering. i would be letting down every teammate, every coach (including my dad) that has ever blieved in me. if i chose softball, i will be letting down my best friends... and myself.