done from the start

im done. with it all. with the lies, with the drama, im done with being that one person you can get attention from. i dont think you understand and i dont think you ever will. it's just something that's been there all along, and i know i should have been strong enough to pick it up in the first place, but i didn't and i regret that. all i know is that i cant do it anymore. so that's it.