i have no words to say. well i have many words i want to say, but none i could share with the world, and i think thats becoming part of the problem. why are we forced to live through things we dont understand? why must secrets and lies have to camoflaug life's hardest parts? i feel like im just sitting on the sidelines watching all this shit explode, yet its like im right in the middle of it all too. everything is just going off around me, and im just sitting here, watching. i know i shouldnt be internalizing (*good word*) all this, but the secrets and missing peices just keep on unraveling, and the one person i go to for everything is holding the biggest secrets of all. its not that i dont feel comfortable going to this person, its just that on this particular matter, it's hard. meanwhile, im trying hard to ignore the little annoyances that set me back, and living life to the abosolute fullest, words from my best friend. so, i guess we were given this life for a reason, might as well make the best of it...
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im sorry if i hurt you by writing this. i regret doing it now. i realize now its effecting you just as much as me. just remember im always there for you! please never forget that.
although in life you are faced with things you dont understand... you need to kinda look beyond that and realize that there are more things that you do understand and that you can change...
im also lovinggg the intense vocab! lol
as hannah montanna would say- LIFES WHAT YOU MAKE IT-- SO LETS MAKE IT ROCKK!! :]
love ya laur <3 ill always be here for you.
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